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Where I've Been
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Why I Hate You All
by Jamin.

I recently posted the first deviation I've done in a long time.

When I first came to DA several years ago, I just sort of lurked around and downloaded stuff. Then I got an image-editing program (the name of which I won't mention, since it sucks so much). I posted a couple things, and hoped that people would like them and comment on them, and generally make me feel loved. Awhile after that I got Photoshop (thank god), and made some more things and posted them. But people weren't viewing my deviations, weren't commenting on them, and weren't making me feel loved. At first I chalked this up to the fact that I was a new user and no one knew me yet. Then I realized that I just wasn't all that good.

Upon realizing that fact, I became rather jaded with DA. In the first place, people weren't giving me love. In the second place, I knew I wasn't very good, and decided that it was probably better to go back to just lurking. Lord knows I didn't want to be like every other no-talent loser who posts their sketches and doodles they made while they should have been paying attention in math class, and their crappy photo compilation "wallpapers" of lens flares superimposed over Britney Spears.

Rather than post art to DA, I just posted art to my own site. The people that visit my site are mostly my real-life friends, and they all love me, so it doesn't really matter how many crappy images I post there. As far as I was concerned, DA turned back into just a place to download cool wallpapers (you know... those kind that take more than ten minutes to make, and actually show some sort of artistic talent... those are great, aren't they?).

Then today I realized something else: I don't care anymore. And most likely it'll still be another six months before I post anything else here again. But hey, I just don't give a rat's ass. Stuff should be about stuff, not about people's opinion of stuff, and not about people talking about stuff. (Bloody hell, that was deep.)

Everything I make, isn't necessarily about trying to be good. It's just me trying to take up time that would otherwise be spent doing things I probably shouldn't be doing. Therefore, if whatever I do happen to post up here isn't as good as some of the other stuff that gets posted by people with familiar names, I don't give a damn.

You go away now.

---Jamin

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Texas
  • Interests: Stephen King, Invader ZIM, PHP, stuff
  • Favourite movie: Gladiator, LOTR1/2/3, Fight Club
  • Favourite band or musician: No Use For A Name
  • Favourite genre of music: Punk, Pop-Punk, Rock, Alternative, whatever.
  • Favourite artist: Picasso
  • Favourite poet or writer: Poe
  • Favourite photographer: Hans Neleman
  • Favourite style of art: Abstract/3d/Technical
  • Operating System: WinXP Pro
  • MP3 player of choice: Winamp5
  • Shell of choice: Explorer & Windowblinds
  • Wallpaper of choice: Anything that looks cool
  • Skin of choice: Windowblinds: Tiamat; Winamp: Probe V5
  • Favourite game: Diablo II, Max Payne, Dragon Warrior
  • Favourite gaming platform: PC
  • Favourite cartoon character: Leonardo, from TMNT
  • Personal Quote: You go away now.
  • Tools of the Trade: Photoshop and lots of alcohol
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:icondawk420:
kill me slowly daddy

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i love you icon...APC is the best

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:icondawk420:
welll well well i cant wait to see the next nugget of wisdom from your crazy skull. welll watch out for flying monkey the shit from way up high lol and dude the fuzzie pink bunnies are after you. reamember when it corwded areas yell "HEY SHE BITCH, COME GET SOME" and your day will go great. PEACE

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Have you ever had a dream, that you were so sure was real? What if you were unable to wake from that dream? How would you know the difference between the dream world and the real world?

What you know you can't explain, but you feel it. You've felt it your entire deviant life, that there's something wrong with the story. You don't know what it is, but it's there, like a splinter in your mind, driving you mad.

You take the blue pill, the story ends. Your browser closes and you believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill, you stay in wonderland. And, I show you how deep the rabbit hole goes.

I offer only the truth, nothing more.

Take: The Red Pill
Take: The Blue Pill

Fella Point Right spyed, nobody has ever done this before.
Ninja Point Right I know. That's why it's going to work.

Do not try and bend the spoon ...

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:iconspunefed:
se7en was an awesome movie, i just thought i should add that
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:iconbpd:
JAMIN FOR PRESIDENT!!

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:iconhardkore:
OH MY GOD! I know this guy! He's that really gay, homosexual guy that runs the se7enet forums!!

J/K J!

--HK

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:icondarake:
'lo Skorp :) (Smile)

The stuff looks good man, certainly worth the download.

Show me more, keep up the good work =) (Smile)

.D.

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"Favorite genre of music: rock"

dont you know? rock is deader than dead! :) (Smile)
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